Today the dry shoot for NPCC was great although we r not using any real bullets yet larhhx,,the gun wasnt as heavy as i tot it wld be,,hahax,,on the way there some of us kinda "excited" larhhx,,den cannot control ourselves den go say all those words and wadever,,after the dry shoot liaoox den we kana punishment so go bak sch go do "PT",,we do like 240 twinkle star thing, 120 full squad,,120 half stretch,,we were like gonna fall off after the whole thing becoz of the full squad thing larhhx,,legs all wobbly wobbly derhx,,after tt when we resting tt time jospeph cry for duno wad reason,,they say he kip on blaming himself or somethin den cry larhhx,,after tt when debrief tt time he cry again,,-.-,,it like,,after seeing him cry hor,,suddenly change my impression of him lehhx,,is like,,aiya i duno how to say larhxx,,budden i feel as if i shld not giv him a chance at all larhhx,,i mean if i ever had to decide not tt i wan to or anything -.-,,no offence or anything larhhx,,im not saying bois shld not cry larhhx,,budden,,nvm,,i duno how to say,,i tok somemore will onli hurt ppl der feelings,,tink i better go write my reflection liaoox,,cyaz,,